Thursday, June 26, 2008 ' 8:25 PM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
ok...its all about being appreciative... recently i have been learning alot from people around me about being appreciative... i think it is God trying to teach me about being appreciative...he is trying to educate me through the people around me...I think it all started by Pastor Kong talking about loving our parents...then i started having this thinking about when did i last appreciated what my parents did for me and when was the last time i do smt for them...Then it went on to the book where Valerie introduced me and some parts of it talks about cherishing and appreciating...Then it went on to my Facilitator, Mr Chong, who asked me to do a research on this guy called Dick Hoyt and i learnt from his son what is being appreciative also...And lastly, today. I was talking with samuel on the way back from kallang from the SYFOC...although the conversation was short, i begin to realise alot of things n started relecting...Samuel shared about afew things...let me list it down(not in order)...1)a phrase " we are like a thread of a cloth"2) My weakness which is relationship3)My roots nt deep enough and can be pulled up easily by the devil4)Thgs that i fail to appreciate when we were still in N1885)Devotion to Godand many more...realli felt like breaking down on the train n cry out to God but i juz cant...i am in public...so i beared with it until i reached home...anyway...here is my apperciation to the people that i wana thks for being there for me and toz that has done so much for me in my life. it is too not in any sort of order.To Samuel: Thx for always being there and sharing with me...although i noe that i did not appreciate u back then when we were in N188, n caused a huge dissapointment in u when i left u all tt time, i juz wana thank you that now even when i am back u still showed me the same care and concern u used to show me...through all the small conversations with u i have learnt alot...you have taught me alot of things in life...i really appreciate that...u are one great person in my life.thank you samuelTo Francis: although i don't think u will get to see this, but u are one person that went the extra mile and did many things for me but i did not apperciate u at all...instead i took u for granted when u came all the way down to yishun earli in the morning juz to giv me bible study last time but i did not even sae a word of thanks. You also called me and chatted wif me to find out how am i doing and cared for me so much but i did not appreciate u at all in the past... That day when i saw u i really wanted to hug onto u n breakdown and thanking you for everythg great u have done in me...you are one person that make me who i am now...which is a better person...when i look back i realise how u treated me and nw i am going to be like u and treat others the way u treated me...thank youTo Mr Chong: although i think you will not see this but i still want to say my appreciation to u... you hav not only been a great teacher but way more than that. You share and teach us ways to live our lives. It is something that u can choose not to do as it is not part of the syllabus but u did. u wanted us to be great people in the future. You are willing to go the extra mile just for us... You are someone who is there for us and acting like a father who shows care and concern to us. i really don't know what else to say but to thank you for being such a great fren that has left an impact into my life...thank youTo Evangelyn: i noe that sometimes u r bz or sick but u have always been there to help me and encourage me. you are so far the only few that really cared for me...u nvr failed to talk me out of my moody-ness...the care n concern u had for me was smt that i have not felt for a very long time. Thank you for giving me tback that feeling...i will cherish u always.To Valerie: Thank you for being such a great friend/great pal to me...you have brought the smile out of me that is coming from my heart. You have brought me the happiness that i always wanted. u have also always been there for me when i m lonely and when i needed someone to accompany me. You never fail to make my dae a happy one. Seeing u and the things u do juz makes me smile from my heart. you are one great person that bring the happiness out of me. Thanks. Seriously i appreciate u as my friend alot...i will always be there to cheer u up and b there for u wheneva u need me...To Felicia: felicia, you are the closest person that is in my life for many years. you were there to support me during the times where i was down giving me advices and scolding me sometimes when i did smt stupid. we had alot of joyous time together and i really appreciate u and i do not know what to do if u were to leave and move out of my life. u are someone too impt to me and i cant lose u...u are more than a friend to me..you have alr been part of me and i really appreciate u for being in my life...thanks...ok...there are more pple i should appreciate but tiz are the few impt pple in my lives...u peepz will owaes be someone ever so impt in my life. i cant do widout ani of u...I will always be there for u all wheneva u all need me. i promise that i will do what i can for all of u...thanks alot once again for being there impacting my life.ok...thats all...till nxt time...tke cre my readers...i noe tiz post is abit long but i really wana thk them alot...
