Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 8:40 AM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
ok...itz been a long long time...been bz wif mani thgs...1st thg first is the daily sku...then i started work at swensens at funan IT mall, working almost everydae possible to earn money, the 9 Ball tour event which juz ended ytd, a great expierence to see and be invloved in a live sports telecast...got to know afew pple also and made my contacts...Then on top of that there are many planing of events for myself or my frenz to do...n also reaching out to help someone in need...all theses thgs are tiring me out and i m trying to balance everythg well. so letz hope i can do it...Questions that came to my mind this week:Why isit i can speak so much wisdom and knowledge to someone and let them realise alot of things but i juz cant do it for myself? I just fail so badly in my life. Why isit that everythg i say to someone sounds so logical and so meaningful but it just does not apply to me or i just cant apply it in my life?Everyone might say we always can advice others veri well but itz always different when we come to ourselves..but why is that so? Does it really apply to me? If it does, how can i overcome it?Why are we people with so much wisdom and knowledge but we don't know how to use it to benifit ourselves but others only? Why cant we benifit both?ok...there are more but thk it is too much for u readers to absorb at one go alr...so i don thk i shld write anymore in order to prevent people frm going crazy when they realise they cant find mani answers to toz question...these questions came to my mind aft having a good talk wif a guy called Jason Phua...he is facing many problems and i have given him mani thoughts and many questions to think about...many questions posted were left un-answered...even for myself...there are so many things which i ask myself but there is no answer... sometimes i juz think that we arn't as knowledgeable as we think we are...ok...sounds veri contradicting...nvm...aniway mani thgs happen recently and i thk that it has helped me grow alot...questions that i ask myself everytime is one of the things that makes me think and ponder which in turn help me grow...able to question oneself is another steeping stone to growing. It's about identifying problems we face in life...hence resulting in the questioining of oneself...aniway, till next time my readers...think about questions that i will post when i start questioning myself again...see if it applies to u...
