Friday, October 10, 2008 ' 12:43 PM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
Introvert but outspoken person?
What does it means?
Food seems tasteless nowadays...
Life seems colourless recently...
Eating for the sake of eating...
Living for the sake of living...
What is the point of all these?
Things around seems so dead...
So lifeless...
So dull...
So invisible...
So meaningless...
What am i going through now???
What is this torture???
It seems like part of my life now...
This tortured feeling is getting comfortable within my life...
Its making me feel so terrible...
Anger and fustration....
they seem to come so close...
so close that i feel like exploding...
Feel like a time bomb within me with less than a second before blasting me into pieces...
Just what is going on???
why did my facilitator say i am someone introvert but outspoken???
i always felt i am someone extrovert and friendly...
but it seems like i am not...
Am i afraid of loneliness or do i enjoy to be alone???
do i set myself into my own thinkings only or do i think and bother about others in my life???
Confusion seems to have taken over my body, soul and life...
Everything seems wrong...
Everything seems to be out of control...
What is the cause of all this???
What stirred up this feelings???
Is this some kind of unknown mental problem?
Or isit depression coming back to seek me???Should friends be the one i confide to???or should i just keep it to myself???Confusion is stepping in again...Confused about everyting going on in the world...Confused about my life...Confused about myself...Is this life???Is this me???Is this the way i want things to be???am i avoiding the problems i face???or do i lack the courage to face it???CONFUSION CONTINUES TO LINGER WITHIN ME...
