Friday, May 30, 2008 ' 12:33 PM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
haiz...veri bad moodswing todae...dono y...everythg was so fine tiz morning when i was wif felicia...itz been so long since we took a bus to sku together instead of taking the MRT...it was so great and fun...read abit on bus then played the board game DUMB wif her on psp during the bus ride...everythg was so fun n enjoyable until...i reached class n settled down and everythg started to change...suddenly tiz feeling of loneliness and sadness juz came into me and tiz feeling of wanting to b alone and b in a world of my own doing nth...tiz emo feeling juz came in...itz juz so random..a sudden change in mood...haiz...but y is this happening???i cant trace the source of where all this feeling came frm???itz been going on for quite awhile...but recently it went away until todae...i juz felt so lonely and so sad...werid...n cuz of all this i even broke fast todae...i noe i shld b fasting as a zone for revival within our zone but i juz broke fast like nobody's business...haiz...wad is wrong wif me???juz hope that thurs wid them will nvr end...when they r ard...all tiz will nvr come...i will go crazy wif them n really enjoy myself...itz been so long since i enjoyed myself so much until their appearence into my life...realli hope tt they will b there wif me 4eva...cant stand tiz loneliness feeling...itz making me wana emo and ignore everyone...i m so unsure wad is going on n wad is happening but itz juz all so wierd...it juz comes so randomly...haiz...hope that all these negative feelings will go away sn bahz...if not hav to wait for every sat and every thurs to gain back my craziness n laughter thru them n thru church...i feel like the only frenz i hav are them n felicia...i thk toz in my class r all juz hi-bye frenz who juz became fren for the sake of becoming fren juz to work as a team...when we r out of class we r juz like strangers...pure strangers as if we all have not met before...anyway...shall nt say animore...till then...tke crez...
Thursday, May 29, 2008 ' 11:21 PM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
oh gosh!!! such a great day today!!! had so much fun and suh a pleasent surprise!!!okok...you all might be wondering what isit all about...let me tell eu...itz another outing wif the "ah family" and tiz time wid a new member SAMUEL!!!they simply rock my life...every outing wif them is an outing that let me really relax and put away my self conciousness where go go real crazy and forget about all the stress n worries...ok...letz start the story for todae...I skipped sku today as i came back frm camp ytd nigth abt 11pm and was simply too tired to go to sku...so slp in and was smsing ah yuan n chatting wid ah hui on msn...then i slp in frm 12 to 3 again...then i realise i gotta wake up n bathe n prepare if not i will b late for meeting ah yuan!!!so went out to meet ah yuan at 4 and headed down to novena to buy samuel surprise gift...hahaz...then ah yuan said smt stupid and make the shop attendant and me laughed..hahaz...she asked if they can engrave on the front of the wallet as she thought it was metal but it was actually rubburish palstic!!!hahaz...so funni...then went on to find engraving shop to engrave the money clip inside of the wallet and went to print samuel pic to put into his wallet for him. Then went to MPH bookstore and was looking at books and ah yuan actually introduced me a book that made me has so much interest in it...i usually read classics rather than fiction book but this fiction book sounded very nice...so i bought it...the title is called "for one more day" by Mitch Albom. Bet itz gonna b nice...aniway...then headed down to meet samuel at AMK hub and went to popular to find my sis a bk...then we rushed to AMK HUB nEBO cafe cuz ah yuan made a bet wid ah hui sae the last to reach mst treat...hahaz...so we reached 1st and settled down...then ah hui reached with a gong look as usual...hahaz...then we me n ah yuan had cheesy beef pasta for dinner and ah hui had fish and wedges and samuel had chicken cutlet for dinner...then ah hui n ah yuan complained their ie lemon tea was tasteless...hahaz...but the enviroment there is veri nice..with a candle in the middle of the table which ah yaun nvr fail to cease the fire....hahaz...then we play the game jungle speed there...so fun!!! played for awhile then i hinted ah hui to giv samuel the surprise gift..then she suddenly pushed to me a purple plastic bag and sae it was for me!!! i was so shocked that i gave no expression at 1st...it was e 1st time someone blessed me something out of the blue n i didn't know how to react to it...then they gave samuel the surprise wallet we bought for him...he was aso veri shocked like me...hahaz...could see he really like the wallet alot...and i loved the shirt they bought for me alot aso!!!so nice!!! then they asked me to go and change into the shirt..so i went...and when i came back they made a mess at nEBO cafe..hahaz...ah yuan spilled the drink on ah hui...lolx...so funni...then we took some pictures and then went out of nEBO cafe...then here is the part where the sabo comes in.our trend is whoeva receives present will b sabo-ed to do smt...so wad i m supposed to do is to go to the fountain at AMK HUB and say i like the shirt and go into the fountain to pose...so idiotic!!!hahaz...then samuel was sabo-ed to dance ragge in front of coffee bean which was beside the fountain...hahaz...then a passer-by shouted i love the dance!!!hahaz...he was so pai sae...lolx...then took some pictures and headed to mrt station....outside the mrt station ah yuan n samuel started with the sissors paper stone game and the winner get to slap the loser...then it was my turn with ah yuan n lastly ah hui n ah yuan...so funni!!!we seriously made a fool out of ourselves n we don care...people are like laughing at us but who cares...as long as we enjoyed it...making a fool of ourselves is aso a trend in our family...hahaz...aniway all the happenings are all either pictured or video-ed down...shall learn to post them onto the blog e nxt time...aniway..itz quite a long post...so i shall post what happened during the previous few outings wid them the nxt time...till then...tke cre...
Friday, May 23, 2008 ' 10:40 AM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
ok people. It is a decison finally made by me to start a new blog again. Previously i stopped blogging because blog is a place where all the memories are and sadly it was all sad or bad memories. Hence i stopped blogging.However, now i decided to blog because many things has happened recently that has made my day and enjoyed myself so i wish to blog it down somewhere to keep it as wonderful memories. Things and events that i do not wish to forget.These wonderful memories are brought to me by my special "ah" family consisting of ah hui, ah yuan n myself who is being called ah buli but i am the one always being bullied. hahaz...
Anyway, i shall post those wonderful, retarded,idiotic and stupid events later on if not it will beome a very long post.
So once again, welcome to my new blog and welcome the new me and goodbye to the old emo me.
Till next time, take care.
