Monday, July 28, 2008 ' 8:40 AM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
ok...itz been a long long time...been bz wif mani thgs...1st thg first is the daily sku...then i started work at swensens at funan IT mall, working almost everydae possible to earn money, the 9 Ball tour event which juz ended ytd, a great expierence to see and be invloved in a live sports telecast...got to know afew pple also and made my contacts...Then on top of that there are many planing of events for myself or my frenz to do...n also reaching out to help someone in need...all theses thgs are tiring me out and i m trying to balance everythg well. so letz hope i can do it...Questions that came to my mind this week:Why isit i can speak so much wisdom and knowledge to someone and let them realise alot of things but i juz cant do it for myself? I just fail so badly in my life. Why isit that everythg i say to someone sounds so logical and so meaningful but it just does not apply to me or i just cant apply it in my life?Everyone might say we always can advice others veri well but itz always different when we come to ourselves..but why is that so? Does it really apply to me? If it does, how can i overcome it?Why are we people with so much wisdom and knowledge but we don't know how to use it to benifit ourselves but others only? Why cant we benifit both?ok...there are more but thk it is too much for u readers to absorb at one go alr...so i don thk i shld write anymore in order to prevent people frm going crazy when they realise they cant find mani answers to toz question...these questions came to my mind aft having a good talk wif a guy called Jason Phua...he is facing many problems and i have given him mani thoughts and many questions to think about...many questions posted were left un-answered...even for myself...there are so many things which i ask myself but there is no answer... sometimes i juz think that we arn't as knowledgeable as we think we are...ok...sounds veri contradicting...nvm...aniway mani thgs happen recently and i thk that it has helped me grow alot...questions that i ask myself everytime is one of the things that makes me think and ponder which in turn help me grow...able to question oneself is another steeping stone to growing. It's about identifying problems we face in life...hence resulting in the questioining of oneself...aniway, till next time my readers...think about questions that i will post when i start questioning myself again...see if it applies to u...
Monday, July 7, 2008 ' 9:09 AM
& will there always be rainbow, after the rain?
A series of Un/fortunate eventwoo...been some time since i updated...well...as u all can see, this topic is about a series of unfortunate and fortunate events in my life. So letz begin this adventure.1)On Friday (27/06), I dropped my laptop and my whole screen cracked internally causing all e ink to spill within my screen. 2)Then my handphone dropped into my food while eating.3)Nearly trip and fall 2 times.4)Forget to bring EZ-link card to work on saturday(28/06).5)Handphone screen crack yesterday (06/07) like my laptop even when i did not knock into it or applied pressure. It juz crack in my pocket.damm!!!Ok...imagine those things happening..isnt that unfortunate enough???Well letz look at the fortunate thgs that happen in my life now...1) Dad did not scold me for destroying my laptop2)Dad became understanding3) Agrees to buy me a new laptop when i requested4)Grandma heard abt my laptop and offered to sponser me $1000 to buy a new one5)1 of the chosen 4 from RP to help with the ESPN Guinness 9 ball tour in Singapore6)MANIFESTED and SET FREE on saturday(06/07)!!!!7)Great fellowship with Inez and Eileen after manifesting that day.ok...there may be more but i think i forgot...aniway these are toz that has created more impact in me to make me remember...hahaz...aniway i think that all the unfortunate things are the work of the devil/Satan/demon trying to make me lose faith in my Lord JESUS and doubting him why is all these happening to me but i will not lose faith...as when I am down to nothing, God is up to something and i know God loves us too much and would not do such things to me... So i must and will stay strong to fight this devil...hahaz...ok...aniway i m feeling nw that although mi n ah yuan n ah hui are no longer meting up during weekdays to fellowship because of us bz with sku and studying, i still think that we are still concern abt each other and care abt each other...just that we do not have time to come out and fellowship...realli appreciate them alot...they are the ones that made me somehow overcome my depression and putting it aside hidden within my heart and Jesus was the one that took it out of my life totally...hahaz...shall update next time again...till next time...tke crez...
